Dear Alex, 
I feel like so much had happened, but not. I don't ever feel complete. Let me try tell about the past few days. I talked about texting R's mum,right? Yeah, I did. And she texted back that he was alright, and an hour after that he texted back too. Maybe it's just me. But when I look back at my texts to him, it's kinda embarrassing. But it was fine with him, so it's alright. 

I've finally told S about everything, well I didn't tell her. I just told her to read this blog. I'm kinda relieved that she knows, and she said she'll always be there for me. A lot of people say that, and I guess it's one more of that kind. People need to realise there is a huge difference between understanding people and just saying okay to everything. I probably expect too much from people. 

Well, let's move on to something less serious. I've started watching Switched At Birth. It's amazing.I think I got a small crush on Sean Berdy. How come I've never heard about him before? His ASL music video for Hero is just fantastic. I'm in love with sign language. It's not just something I'm saying because of Sean and Switched At Birth. You know I loved looking at people signing, and your sister said she'd learn me some. But the thing I know are American, I've found out there is a huge difference between American and British. 

I got a new canvas couple of days ago. I got some ideas on my mind, but don't know which one to choose. I'd like to begin working today, but need to choose first. 

-A