Dear Alex, 
Today has been amazing. I survived the whole day (school,PE and ballet) without any food. You should be proud. Don't try to convince me that I'm going into my bad routines again. Don't say that I'm just harming my body, or that I shouldn't do this because of my weight. I said I haven't eaten, but that doesn't mean I didn't drink anything.  In the morning I had a cup of milk, and then when I got home I had a couple of glasses.On the way to Ballet I had some ice coffee. So no! This is not my eating disorder taking over again!
Ballet class went alright. I'm more comfortable now. I don't feel fat at all. Maybe I'm even happy that I got my body the way it is. Like who wouldn't appreciate a great ass? ;)

Do you think our three-way friendship will last? I mean me, J and R. If it does I'll be amazed. I'm telling you I'll always make an effort to keep it, but if they want to? Idk it's their choice. R is going Dubai tomorrow or on Thursday, I'm not really sure. I hope he enjoys the trip. I mean, of course he will. Who doesn't like being with their family?

I really like spending time with family. But we never do it. We kinda do, but it's always the way my parents want it to be. I mean, sometimes they should try make an effort understanding me. I wish all my family lived in Denmark. Like uncles, aunts, cousins and grandma. That would be amazing. My uncle lives nearby. I wish I spent more time with them. Maybe I should contact my cousin, and we could find a way to bring he families together...I'll work it out later. 

My dad talked about going to London after the Easter holiday, because the prices in the holidays are quite expensive. I hope he finds some cheap tickets. If we go London, I promise to find some way to visit your grave. I'm in touch  with your sister now, so let's hope she would like to meet me again. 

-A