Dear Alex. 
To make you more comfortable, I've eaten 2 muffins today. So no, I'm not starving myself. R is going to Dubai tomorrow, so not seeing him for a week. So I got this easter holiday coming. The plans about going London are cancelled again :((((

I have never once in my life been told my parents to be myself, and get others to accept me the way I am. Every single time, I get told "Fit in, be like others, make people like you" . Even tho they keep telling me this, I've  got the healthier mindset on check. I'm the way I am, and I'll be the way I am. If you like me, then cool. If you don't, that's not my problem. 

But yeah for the holiday. Well, I got a English presentation to make, and then hang out with the best friend, and I'm saving up money for a skateboard. I'm not allowed to get it, but they don't understand my love. So I'll just get it. It's first time I'm buying something without their permission, but what can I do? 

I've started doing some different drawing stuff. Graffiti is really cool, but I hate that some people use it the wrong way. R said my stuff is really good, and that I should consider making a piece at the skate park. Idk, if it's legal or not? But the place is already covered with shit and a few good pieces, so a little art won't hurt,right? I don't know when I'll be getting the skateboard, but I'll do asap.

The fucking snow is back. 

-A