Dear Alex, 
Are you playing with some kinda magic? Because every time I tell you about something and then the next day it happens. Like I told you yesterday about how I wish I still had a pic of you. And then I found an old pic saved on my computer as "Abekat". omg, how come I totally forgot that it used to be your nickname? Today hasn't been that interesting. R wasn't at school, so J and I couldn't start the project. But I talked with him now. He's feeling a little bit better now, so he'll be there tomorrow. He's very excited to see the picture of you. I think he was the  first one who asked me for it. It's not the best picture tho. It doesn't really show your beautiful eyes. Sometimes I wonder why you always hid your beautiful face behind your hair, but then again....How would girls be able to breathe? ;) Well, do you remember talking about whether to get spider or snake bites? Yeah, it's the pic where you're trying the snake-bite look. J said that you look hot. Well, I can't deny. But I hated the way she said it. My little jealousy problem never left me, I still get jealous about the smallest things. I just can't control. But I've learned to control my anger better. You should be proud of me. I haven't got in any big fights since I moved to this school. I'm rocking the innocent girl- style.

I had a dream about you last night, and for once it wasn't a bad one. It was a memory. Do you remember trying to learn me to skate? I do. I clearly do aha. I've been thinking about trying again. But I'm just scared. Not scared of falling, but of failing. Should I give it a go?

-A